Life is definetly a true test of survival, and I really feel for so many at this site. I so wish I could help all of you. I to have been where most of these people are, and I have rebuilt my life more than a few times due to the loving assistance of family and strangers. Believe in the fact that life is brutally hard, for even those of goodness and of well hearted. I truly believe that there is nothing more difficult then to try and survive in todays world as a person on there own without partner or family help. It is amazing how so many do though, and with that said we must keep faith that all will be ok some how.... no matter what the turn out or the situation! Good or bad! As bad as that sounds, it is the truth in some way! Although I do not like it at all, I just hope there is a reason! Please stay stronge for those tryin to survive, because quiting can not be much better. Especially for our kids. I believe the hardest part of all this struggling is to get past the stress of not making it through...... but we have to breath deep breaths to stop and analize a solution and not get frustrated and make a wrong decision. I will pray for everyone tonight! May all your prayers come true. I am a believer in possitiveness! Keep your hope alive and stronge. And remember, there is always the fact that we are still alive when others are not...... just keep tryin to stay alive!